Sunday, January 30, 2005






I'm back in shah alam. Damn tired. I had to wake up early today cause this lecturer want's to conduct a class and quiz. Huh?? on saturday morning?? what is with this guy by the way?? Saturday means sleeping till evening, going out, enjoy.. not study. Sish!!! My pc starts it old attitude back. Hang!!!!. The tempreture is rising dramaticly again. the pc's tempreture are very hot, to much porn i think.
Ohh took this opportunity to post some of the pic of people that's surrounded my life. Most of them are pretty important to me. Lets see shall we:
1.Farris and me: My housemate, We're are gonna go to lowyat by the way.
2.Syed and me: Ma best friend, the greatest person that i had ever known.
3.Zaki and me: Person that always buy new phone. hehehehe
4.Me and Idris: Damn funny person but emo. still a good friend.
5.Syed and Ahrep: Ahrep real name is Ariff by the way. Help me a lot last month with all my problem.
6.Me and Nana: A very caring girl. also thanx for the help during all those month of sorrow.
7.Me and my Mother: The most precious thing on earth. Only god knows how much i love her.
8.Kak Shereen and Me: My cousin with 1001 emotion face. hehehehe
Hmm.. really care for some of the person in the pic. Love them very much. Still, as years goes by, people might change. The spirit of togetherness might not be as same as this time. Wish that the moment will remain. Still i thank god for the the people that He lend to me.
Saturday, January 29, 2005
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Thursday, January 27, 2005
math exam is tommorrow. digital imaging processing quiz is on saturday. Life could not get any better. hehehehehe. I like today dispite that i miss my math class which i'm suppose to attend. Some of my problem had settle, i think.
list of things that is bothering me:
list of things that is bothering me:
- my laziness
- my performance in class
- my goodfriend--settle
- my p*****
- my attitude
- me start to ******* attitude
- my dressing, hehehehe. Bad a.k.a my friend ask me to do so....
Monday, January 24, 2005
had a conversation with ma good fren today in the morning. Well it was quite tense yet under control. I Think he got a shock seeing me start ******* . my attitude has change since the last few month, everytime i feel preasured, i start to ***** . I had no idea why now. At least we had a good talk.
That morning i lost my gut to return the "friendship stuff" to him, had no idea why. But I did get scold for leaving the "gelang" that he gave to me which i purposely did leave it at his house last month. hahaha. Damn. Still i'm happy today cause a portion of my prob are now settle. God help me plz.
Tonight, just now, i had a good time. me, ahrep n idris came to my good friend's house. he's back to his old attitude back. i'm not sure whether its temporary or permanent after the talk we had this morning but still i'm glad. Honestly i'm really glad.
That morning i lost my gut to return the "friendship stuff" to him, had no idea why. But I did get scold for leaving the "gelang" that he gave to me which i purposely did leave it at his house last month. hahaha. Damn. Still i'm happy today cause a portion of my prob are now settle. God help me plz.
Tonight, just now, i had a good time. me, ahrep n idris came to my good friend's house. he's back to his old attitude back. i'm not sure whether its temporary or permanent after the talk we had this morning but still i'm glad. Honestly i'm really glad.
LIFE IS DIFFICULT
Saturday, January 22, 2005
my sad chapter had stared 1 1/2 month ago. nothing changed. i barely know my good friend anymore. He's not the same person anymore. Not the person that i used to joked and hang out with. Is it me or is it him that change?. But i do know, that since the incident plus this problem, i started doing things that is against my principle. What is it?? hell no i'm not gonna tell. FUCK!!!!. i feel lost. Absolutely lost. Why does everything that i care are now turning against me???. Maybe i should talk to him for the second time and for the last time. If he still ain't realise the differents in him, then thats it. A friendship since high school will just shut. I tried and i'm tired in letting me taking all the trouble. I started to curse people often which is not my way. So it has come to this, the friendship shall be broken. The symbol of friendship shall be return to its owner. MAY ALLAH HELP ME IN MY DARK HOUR OF UNHAPPINESS.
Until thing continue unalter, slowly i'll change
Until thing continue unalter, slowly i'll change
Monday, January 10, 2005
This maybe kinda late, but happy new year. Didn't update my blog for a long time. Got some issues, well thats is past. New years come new life. I hope so. Well, whats new story that i had for this 2005??. well i got bladder prob. ahahahahahaha. damnit. stuck in this situation for 5 damn day, miss 3 days of class already. hmm.. happy new year by the way.
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