Friends are born, Not Made

my mind aren't working fell for the pass few months now. my study is dropping, my spirit is vanishing slowly in thin air. i can't think properly. all because of this friendship thing. yeah.. i can easily chuck a person out of my life. but when it concerns a friendship created for 5 years from scratch, its different. absolutely different. when a friend ask my help to go to genting, i would hesitate and think properly but when a good friend ask..there's no thinking. it's settle. it's the friendship that cover all thing and problem. sigh... i miss all the times, the down side, the upside, happy moment, sad moment. it's heartbreaking for me to cut a long precious friendship. now... i don't even believe in friendship anymore. i can't see the beauty of friendship.. as it all fake to me. it is all fucking fake.. did i do anything wrong.. or vise versa?? i don't know. i think i lost all hope of keeping this friendship intact.. i tried many things but it won't work....

well ladies and gentlemen, i present u "my downfall"....

my friendship is as rock on thin thread.....waiting for time to fall completely

i'm just waiting for an old friend to be back........i regret it truthfully..

wakey wakey.. i'm quite impress with my self lately. somehow my body is telling me to sleep and wake up early. hahahaha. now, by 9 am i should already be awake. waa.. now i'm a morning person. this is great but there's one negative side. since i don't know what to do in the morning, by 1 pm i will go back to bed. erk.... . Went to lowyat yesterday. zaki ask my help cause he wants a new pc. i recommend him to buy AMD cause now they are now available in 64 bit. better than pentium. so yesterday, what he got is a 160g harddisk, dvd, cd burner combo, asus motherboard, msi graphic card, 512 ram and a true power, power supply. well its okey i think. since my advice isn't free, he belanja me a meal. hahahaha.. thats cruel. hehehe, i know but i'm damn hungry.i need to eat to live. that night, he came to my house so i can install the windows xp and finallised the pc so it so it can run smoothly. tariq was there too. i finish the job at 1 am in the morning. since he was so excited, he go and minggle around with his new pc with tariq. i was tired at that time and decided to go to sleep and left them playing with the new pc. they were so excited that by 3 am then they wake me up cause they want to go back.

hmm so that it. that's my journal for today. got to go now

ohh gundam seed destiny 26 download is complete. gonna enjoying it now. byeee

had no idea when i had this pic taken..... but obviously i just woke up from my sleep. hehehe 

just woke up from ma sleep. guess what time is it??. 4.30 in the morning. sigh. either i sleep too early or too late.

so what did i do for the pass few day. well as all people might do or it's just me alone is watch movie. the title of the movie is sahara. all of my friend said that it's great but for me....hmmm let just say that they don't have any uniqueness in it. its like talk talk talk.....fight fight...boy saves girl, girl save boy...talk talk, fight fight hero win and the bad guy gets blown off. basically thats it.

after 2 hours of "sahara", we all decided to go and lepak and..... what is the disscussion for the day??? it's politic. ahahahaha. something that we used to do when we are in high school. our debate is so good to the extend even my ustazah and my other teacher join in our debate. how cool is that. still even with hard cold blooded dabate, in the end we always make a truce, how bad we shout or curse during the dabate, at the very end of the line we are always friends. once the session is over, no more bringing up the subject unless both parties agree to continue. different mind but same heart. awwww thats a cute little sentences. ehehehehehe. that was a nice moment. thats why most of our teacher like us. they know that we won't fight like other people just because there are disagreement between one and another.

okey2 enough with the kodak moment there.

my mykad are now available to collect. need someone to accompany me but who???

p/s: ima, bintang di syurga is the best!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehehehe :p

just wake up here. huarghh... damn good sleep. good news, i just finished my exam. holiday for 2 month. hu huuuuu. i don't know what else to write. bluhh..

i think i just lost a friend. a good one. hmm that's all i have to say

Huaahhhh.... i am tired. my eyes are getting heavier and heavier as i type for this post. had an exam yesterday. its math technique 2. here's what happen, i didn't study cause i lost my hope on that subject. so what i did is .........

PLAY DIABLO 2!!!!. its awesome. hahaha. since i can't do the exam and my coursemark are low, why bother. a very timid mind. hahaha i know. So today, at the exam venue. What i do is copy all the question in the paper to the answering sheet. hehehehehe. well what else can i do. I'm don't want to sit there looking at the sealing.

so here's the summary of what happen in the exam venue.

8.00 - exam start
8.30 - student has the permission to go. still no action taken
8.35 - an iranian student stand up and pass the paper to get out
8.40 - my freind buster stand up and get out
8.42 - my friend achoy stand up and get out
8.45 - me stand up and get out
9.00 - we had breakfast together discussing our future. hahahahaha

me: maam i wan't to be excuse
coordinator: okey, waaa that was fast. you finish already?
me: yes.
coordinator: waa.. u did all the question?
me: actually i can't do the question
coordinator:(in her mind: what a loser)

ahahahaha

hmm. enough about math, lets talk about diablo 2. the first time i saw, i thought it was a boring game. but since i had nothing else to do, why not try the game. i ended up playing that game for 4 hour in a row. so much for a boring game. hehehe. never thought that the game could be so addictive.

could not sleep. sigh. what is wrong with my body.

COMMON, SLEEP BODY, SLEEP!!!!!!

did borrow acouple of movie from my friend. One of them is "mengejar matahari". its an in indonesian movie. very nice i have to say. the theme of the story is about friendship. very nice, emotional and heart touching. love it... superb i must say. If any of you guys find this movie, make a time and watch the movie. There's one proverb listed in the cover which is really nice

"CERMIN TERBAIK ADALAH SEORANG SAHABAT LAMA"

nice ehh???. It has a sad ending thou.

My mom had a headache again. don't know why. I tell her to get dress up so i can bring her to the clinic but she refused. ARGhhh why la wei. I still remember when i was young.

MOM: aril, jom gi klinik
ME: tak nak, takut..
MOM: ala, aril sakit jom la mama bawak.
ME: tak nak, tak nak
MOM: THATS it, i'm gonna start the engine, shikin(my sis) grab aril. we going to the clinic whether he like's it or not.

hahahahaha but for sure i can't impliment that sort of approach.

Ohh... did watch coyote ugly yesterday on tv3. Seen that movie already but what the heck. the actress are all hot. hehehe. forgot how beautiful the song in the movie. download the whole album using torrent. torrent is a handful kind of program. You should try it. I'm using that now to download smallville,full metal alchemist, batman gotham knight, full metal panic, one tree hill etc. nice gadget i must say

ellow boys and girl. how is everyone doing?? me, i an extremely busy. exam is just around the corner yet i haven't study anything yet. to make things worst i got an assignment that need to be submit this week. aiyo..damn busy. uitm student has started their exam and from what i know their last exam gonna be on 6 of april which is the day i start my exam. how cruel is that. my exam start on the 6 and ended on the 14 of april. hmm how long is the duration?? 14-6 = 8 days. sigh. for sure i know that i'm gonna fail my math subject cause i can't understand a thing about the subject. plus i did not submit the final assignment and didn't attend the second test. not to forget, i could not do the first test. how about the other subject?? i think i'm gonna pass web tech. hmm machine is 50:50 chances. data struct?? hmm i think i'm gonna fail that one to. waaaaaaaaaaa. damnit.

good news is, my friend gonna move inside my room. more people equal less payment rent. hehehehe. the guys name is bad. still it is not comfirm yet but from his words "kemungkinan besar masuk" i can assume that he gonna move in the house and into my room. what can i tell you about him. for starter his a good person and easy to communicate with. he's handsome too. ahahahahahahahahaha..... back to the topic, overall he's a nice person and i need a person that i can communicate and has the same attitude as me. ohh he's also a clean person. so this means no need to clean the room cause he's the one that gonna clean the house.

**devil**

hehehehe. hmm whats new?? ohh my mom redecorate my room, she said that the way i decorate my room is bad for feng shui. could not get her cause how many times she redecorate, it will still be in a mess. ahahahaha. sometimes a wonder why my friend likes to hang out in my room despite my uncleanliness attitude. hmmm????

it been a long time since i post any picture. well the reason is, i haven't take any picture. how simple is that. ahahaha. well thats all folks. sleeping time

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hmmm, wanna try something